Life have regrets to offer too.

I dont like seeing him in dreams. But i still see him, one after another. The more i see him bigger the grudge becomes of losing him early, grudge of not standing up to his expectations ever. Grudge for being the reason why he was gone so soon. 

When it reveal itself...everything changes.

The truth will always be the truth no matter how old it grows, how many times it is sabotaged, how many of us ignores it or how many times it is been prisoned but when the day comes and truth unleashes itself from the bars it changes everything. Some may call it fortune but for most of them it brings the fear. Fear of losing their life as falling deck of cards only this time they cannot find the king of ace.   

To a friend…yes I do.

Consoling a friend is always tough and when it comes to your best friend, well you run out of words and thoughts. It becomes tougher then you could ever imagine. For you to know much about your bestie you have the idea no word you say can comfort the moment of grief and one after another you attempt to fish word out of yourself. I wasn't there in times of her happiness like when she got married or gave birth to her first child but today when she told me about losing her father, I cannot be anywhere else in the world. And so when the promises were made in tenacity, its time to patron as said…yes I do.