There was a time, when I was free, I was happy, I was excited, I loved everything around, I loved everything inside but now .... Now is the time when no such thoughts or feelings wanders around. It's a vaccum. I struggling to pace up my life, with days rolling so fast, calender pages flipping in a block I am stuck. My feet are frozen as I am unable to step ahead. Newness seems to be a distant dream. Once a charmer has faded away.
This emptiness is vast, lasting long, trying pseudo techniques of bringing life to the moment doesn't help much. I never imagined to have been living in such a delusional way. I always tried to life embrace tight but may be I was in a void ever since.
