Fatal they call...!!!

I thought of start writing to my blog quite earlier but …..Gosh!!! What a way to start writing. On second last day of august that was the thirtieth I was on my way to saket from home and within 50 meters distance I met to an unfortunate accident oh! what mess it was I broke down my bike, I fell down got severe injury in my right leg my right wrist my head. For few second during I crashed to the scooter coming from front, I didn’t knew what happening I didn’t realize the instinct even, it was just a blackout that faded into my mind. I closed my eyes because I was unable to see the worse thing happening to me. I felt some jerks while crashing dig dig dig… my bike was over leg few people came running to our accident spot. I sat on road my upper lip was continuously bleeding after a couple of minutes I stood up I realized that I was unable to walk I was not carrying my cell phone at that time it took lot of my will power and determination to gather some energy come back to home the most difficult task was ascending to the forth floor through stairs believe me it was the hardest pain of my life I want to cry I want someone to carry me up there at home but at the same time I didn’t wanted to be loosy bone who couldn’t face the difficulty of her own. I came back home of my own, when I came back I saw my leg I was heart broken that time it was not because of the pain but by seeing my it didn’t took me more than ten seconds to know that for next two or three weeks I have to sit at home all thing which were lined up is all going to cancelled I had my interviews my discussions everything was put on hold. Thankfully it was not a fracture otherwise I would have hated myself like never before. Thankfully the man riding the scooter with his two kids didn’t got a single injury else I would have never forgiven myself specially the kids they were all right. When I came back I told to truth to everyone my family my friends that it was me to drove it in wrong way it was my mistake I couldn’t have blamed that man specially when I don’t know him for my fault I want to be kind of person who not only realizes her fault but also except it.
By the time I was at home resting and going through healing I realized that that no matters how worst situations you face but one thing that you need to have is your determination that will make you your way out from that ugly situation. When I was on my way to home from accident place I was unable to walk one time I also thought to call someone and ask them to take me home but what kept me marching my way to the home I was in deep pain but what kept me going was my determination my goal to reach home and without weeping and thinking about pain of my swollen leg. Now I know you should apply the same attitude toward your life too, you should be determined in the same way to reach your career goal the ultimate destination you want to reach in your life. Few months back I didn’t knew that what I am doing is it really what I want to do where I want to belong but now I know where I have to go where I belong to and what is my ultimate destination and I am going to march towards my goal with same kind of attitude an determination.
Deepika