i still remember...

I still remember, the first time when we met,
I still remember, when you asked me my name,
I still remember, the first time you called me,
I still remember, when you said you love me.

I still remember, when we nattered on phone,
I still remember, when we chatted for so long,
I still remember, I loved you through my soul.
I still remember when you left me all alone.
I still remember, how much I loved you,
I still remember how much I missed you.

So many times I cried, thousand times I asked why?
But there were no replies from your side.


I needed to say you one time that I can’t live without you,
I needed to say you one time, I always loved you.


I still remember, how I pleased you not to go,
I still remember, the way you left me all alone.


Years later you were back again,
Giving me a life, making me immortal again.


I can’t believe it, the way you came back,
I can’t believe it, you were with me again.


I remember, when we sat on that bench,
I remember, the promises that you made,
I remember, when we saw the sunset,
I remember, the promises that I made.


I remember, when you called me by my name,
I remember, you promised not be fake.
I remember, when you held my hands,
I remember, the way you were back.


I remember, when you called me again,
I remember, when we nattered again.

Don’t deny it, that you never left me.
Don’t deny that you never saw me in your dreams.
Don’t blame me, that I asked you to go,
Don’t blame me, if you had an ego.


I started living, I started loving,
I started cherishing, I started caring
Now, I was in love with you again,
How can I forget you were back again.


I closed my eyes, I saw you face,
With spreaded smile, I shied with grace.


I still remember, the first time when we fought,
I still remember, it was last time when we talked.


I want to ask you, why you were gone again?
I want to ask you, why you did it to me again?
You hurt me, the way you always do.
You left me the way you always do.


I can’t forgive you, for the way you left me,
I can’t forgive you, the way you said no to me.


You left me, as you did before,
I cried, as I did it before.


I sat on that bench, but you were not beside,
I saw the sunset, but you were not nearby.
You broke my heart the way you did before,
You never understood why I loved you for.


I still forgive you, because I know how much I love you,
I still forgive you, the reason I always loved you.


Don’t come back, I don’t want to be hurt again.
Please don’t come back, I can’t go through that pain again.


I still remember, the way you left me,
I still remember, what you meant to me.
I still remember, the way you were gone again,
I still remember, the pain you gave me again..