"Life is a race and you have to run or else you will be a broken anda" (a latest pick from 3 idiots) has given a hefty notion that besides your willingness to work, the other thing very necessary is your passion. Surprisingly in our life span we all do realize that what our passion is and for what. But very often we speak about our passion, because today we are born with a fear, a fear to compete and most of the time thinking, what people around might be parents, family, friends, mates anyone would think. We generally grow with the assumption that they will not understand us, they will make fun of us. But what I believe is to “Say”, say what you want to do, say what your wish is. Wish of course is one of the most confusing words I find in dictionary, because now a days most of us name our greed, our hunger, and our majburi a “Wish”. But does it mean the same? For me NO! Wish is something which you need to fulfill by yourself, it’s a situation or peak of the mount which you achieve through your work, dedication, love and most important your passion. I remember few months back when I faced a situation where I had to choose my aim, my wish or of my kin, it was one of the toughest situation I faced till in my life, it obviously took some time for me to make a decision but what I chose was my passion. I am not fortune reader or psychic. I don’t know what will happen after ten years but I know myself, I know how will I behave in next ten years, I know in which avenue I want to walk in, I know what I want to do in those ten years, I can’t push myself to get frustrated while competing for other, but I know what I want to do, I am not meant for civil service job even if I get a chance I cannot give my share of profit to the organization, I will not able to be productive because I don’t have my passion inclined towards it. I know I have hurt few people by that decision but one thing more which I know is they love me, at the end of the day they all want me to be happy. Their half heartedly supporting me too but I believe in me that after few years they are not going to regret it. Money, luxury, property all are important but not at the cost of my self satisfaction. I cannot be biased about my self or anyone. I know people around who care for me I have no rights to hurt them, I will try to do what they all want me to do but parallel I cant stop myself doing what I want to do.
Speaking about myself so much makes me a self obsessed person but it’s not bad to speak your mind. I have seen few people who wait for the correct time to speak but dear there is no such perfect time exists in clock. If you have something in your mind about anything anyone so just go and tell it because the more you are going to wait is more time you loose and in time of recessions don’t loose anything (ha-ha!!). When you are clear about matter think about it once twice and then BAM ‘puke’. Remember the time you speak your mind is the perfect time. Don’t quarrel be calm be positive about the resultant just “Communicate”, yes that’s the word communicate, because it’s the thing that matters most. Don’t run for which you don’t have an interest, March towards your passion. When you work for your passion you are going to be the most successful person. Believe me!
So keeping this in mind I think its time for me to take a nap.
Oh I just love this song “SoS”-by ABBA (currently listening to it)
So good night, shabbha kher, shubh ratri to everyone and dream…
Love you all...
Yours smiling
Deepika
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